Nine Of Swords

from God I'm Such A Mess by Cry Club

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VERSE 1
No sleep, no time, wonder when I stopped feeling fine.
My head hurts, I can’t move. Where should I start? Tell me what to do.
Who needs healthy coping means when you’ve got cards and stars and things?
All my shit’s in retrograde, I wonder if you feel the same?

PRE-CHORUS
Maybe if I draw the right card, I’ll have the chance to get better.
Maybe if I draw the right card, I’ll have the chance to get better.
All I want is to get better,
All I want is to get better,
All I want is to get better,
All I wanted…

CHORUS
I’m waking up, I’m stressing out
I don’t know why I always draw the Nine of Swords
I wear a smile, I play the fool,
But it feels like I’ll always draw the Nine of Swords

VERSE 2
Is this that bad? Oh good, it’s worse than I thought!
Reverse after reverse card, why did I have to make things so hard?
So hard.

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[CHORUS]

OUTRO
Don’t know why it has to be always so hard.

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from God I'm Such A Mess, released November 13, 2020

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Cry Club Melbourne, Australia

queer genre bending pop rock duo

Heather (They/Them)
Jono (He/Him)

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discography

Spite Will Save Me

Jun 2023
I Want More

Mar 2023
Somehow (You Still Get to Me)

Oct 2022
People Like Me

May 2022
God I'm Such A Mess

Nov 2020
Dissolve

Oct 2020
Nine Of Swords

Sep 2020
Obvious

Mar 2020
Robert Smith

Oct 2019
Two Hearts

May 2019
DFTM

Feb 2019
Walk Away

Jul 2018

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